We finally broke up. God. This makes me so happy. I feel so much lighter; a burden has been lifted from my shoulders. We're still friends, but nothing more.

I feel almost giddy.

I've written so many things in this darned blog, but I've deleted them everytime, because I look back on them and think, "No, I don't feel like that anymore. God, I sound like a moron. I have to get rid of that."

Em was right. I do bottle things up. I really ought to stop doing it. I'm afraid to let others know how I really feel; yet, at the same time, I secretly like having someone read my thoughts. Someone I don't know (or, rather, someone who isn't very, very close to me). It's why, I think, I keep switching journals/blogs; too many people end up reading my personal thoughts/feelings, and I don't like it.

I have to learn to just leave things after I've written them, no matter how stupid they may sound.